I’m struggling.

There is so much going on at once it’s like totally overwhelming. What is my purpose if not to become successful. After all I’ve been through?! Abuse, Betrayal, Sexual Misconduct, Victims, Racial Profiling, Mental Health Issues.

All these things have made men believe that they’re better than women. I stand with the girls and the dolls. They have always been supportive of me. I will design menswear as well (mostly on myself) but the female body is beautiful in all shapes, sizes and shades what matters is your health and your confidence: Then nothing can stop you. Not even yourself.

What if my dreams are just delusions? I have doubt every now and then but deep down in my heart I feel that I am special, I am meant for something greater than just a simple 9 to 5. As an artist the working hours are crazier than that but at least I get to take a break whenever I want. I have a tight schedule yes, but there is still some freedom in this Chaos.

I feel grateful that people are starting to really see my potential. Like why did it take so long???? I have always been great, exceptional really. But even I cry sometimes. It’s good to let it out. REAL MEN CRY SOMEtIMES!!!

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